The dreams of the last few nights.
All I remember was moving into a dorm room at some Xtian college
with three rapacious girls.
They took down my Black Sun banner and image of Kali, which I had to hide.
Maybe they weren’t keen on sharing their dorm room with with a fashy Hindu fetishista
…. Anyway, we are all lying in bed (not the same one), and the room is getting progressively more crazily quilted with Xtian and girlie wall hangings spreading like undifferentiated tissue across the face of the sober, sundappled walls… Next, we are all in a bookstore at the mall together, and maybe this is 1997, and A and J are there. The Xtian girl has an ugly McGangbanger boyfriend, poisoned cornrows and a tattoo deftly and ugly sitting atop his brow, and I sit, we are all sitting in a line facing each other, and I try to palm read him. A, (with a disapproving face), gets up and walks away.
Next, riding in a van with J
And probably A too, and J is a brewer of microbeers. We are headed to a south Marion bar that is actually a dream college bar I have dreamed before.
We pass a business that says “Kim’s Oxycontin” on a billboard out front
and I laugh that they are allowed to advertise they sell Oxycontin. Once we get to the bar, the Xtian girls are there, walking around naked; no longer so Xtian.
They have enormous, tube-like cunts
as if someone has stuffed a vaccum cleaner attachment up there.
J is in another room, and I go ask him if he has a certain brew he can deliver.
He shakes his great hairy head
(The bar itself is a sort of weird, ramp-like affair, the bar wrapping around in a sort of square as it goes up to meet an upper level.)
The naked sluts are sitting next to some long-haired barbarian boy metalhead like a guy I use to work a shit job with as a fry cook, and I ask him if his tee shirt has a barbarian on it. He’s going to get the (huge, gaping) pussies, and me none of course, but I say
–You don’t want me, you want this guy.
Im a bookworm.
at the dorm putting posters or whatnot on the walls
and some hillbilly maintenance guy got blonde curly hair and a moustache is kneeling beside me examining the wall and he try to crack wise but I make fun of his stupid cracker accent and he get up all offended.